Thought I'd do a proper journal, 'coz I haven't done one in a while.

Hmm, well life's been getting on my nerves at the moment, but some of it's good. Certain incidents have happened that have made me hate certain people and certain aspects of my life, but I try not to think about it.

Been attempting to drop English and become an adult student. I guess I'm still thinking about it though, 'coz if I drop English then I can go search for a part time job to do during my free periods and only go into school when I actually have a class. But then again, it might be handy to have English as a subject, and I can always do a part time job on weekends and holidays. It's not as if I NEED Higher English, my university course only requires a 3 at Standard Grade English and I got a 2 in that. And I got my appeal for Higher English last year so at least I'm up to a D, that must count for something. Then again, it is a language course I'm applying for, so it's kinda hard to study other languages without knowing my own language. Then again, all I really need to be able to do from English is spell and put words together to form sentences, and I'm pretty sure that I can so that. It's not as if my future job will involve analysing books in different languages or anything. But I don't know, there's just so many things to take into consideration.

Eh, holidays were okay. Had one day where I had a few people over at my house for a drink and a movie. We watched Zombieland, but there was a lot of talking going on throughout it, so didn't see much of it that time. Went to Lucy's to watch it again later on in the holiday though, and that time I actually did get to see it. Also, Monday, went to the Pans to see the Pans crew, which I hadn't done in a while, 'coz I usually only ever see them up town or in Tranent. There was loads of us out. There was me, Amanda, Stephen, Liam, Lisa, George, Joe, Kiera, Karys, Willy... well, you get the point. Nicky wasn't out though, and neither were Mike or Shaun. 'Coz Nicky was away at a concert or something, and Mike was doing something, and apparantely we hate Shaun now, 'coz he's a creepy stalker. But it was a fun day, we walked and talked for a while, then we had a Chinese feast on the pavement, outside Stephen's house, then we walked and talked and ate chocolate, then we went to Stephen's house, and took over his massive double bed and floor and watched "Black Christmas". Then we went for more chocolate and people got a chippy (yes, even after the Chinese feast) and then we went to the park after witnessing a fire, and Lisa dumped George (we all knew it was coming, Lisa had told us all "I'm dumping him the night" and George knew it was coming, 'coz he started acting all depressing and only talking to Joe towards the end of the night). She took him away into the woods to talk to him privately though, and she had a good reason, and he kind of agreed with the reason, so they're still good friends.

Weekend's been all planned already. Friday, I'm going to see the Pans crew again. Amanda texted me yesterday to ask if I could come down, and she invited Lucy as well, so I'm trying to get more Tranent peoplez to come. 'Coz they're lazy-asses and are barely ever out these days. But if I can get a bunch of Tranent peoplez and Stephen and Amanda can get a bunch of Pans peoplez, and I might even get the Musselburgh crew down, then we'll have a massive crew happening.

Saturday, first I'm getting up early for paper round, obv, then I'm off to Asda to do a couple of hours of bagpacking to help with Rheagan, Lucy and Jack going off to Africa to do some charity stuffs. Then I'm going home and getting ready to go out, inviting Fergie over for a pre-night-out drink, then going up town and getting drunk in a bunch of gay bars and maybe even a couple of straight bars.

Sunday, I think I'm going to be on the dance mat all day. I haven't had a good DDR-day in ages, I miss it. But if anything better comes along, I'll probably do that.

Anyways, about to be kicked off the computer to do some library support. See ya!